journey - goodnight....

i did not know what to expectswept away with the waves at my will.
The beautious world of the sun ,the moon ,the stars earth ,flowers and sweet voices
have dissolved around me .
The ocean lies blue and icy on the horizon , i cannot swim .
It was not despair , anguish nor pain.
It was the sky raining down on me - blinding my sight, my dream .
The drops like pellets , stinging .
My mind , the window to my soul , clear and calling.
I have to leave . The cage of my devise.
Like the stone , thrown into the blue.
Limited to infinty.
I lay awake long , looking for awnsers.
The rain passes through my hair ,my fingers , my mind.
My spirit does not dampen .
Long and Tedious.
i will find a way.
Goodnight